ash
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original song by le sserafim, translated into english by me
11:11, when angels hover over my head
i wish i could light a match, i'm locked in a dark room
reap my weaknesses
to make something new
i want you to stop time the moment the flame burns me
that's when i can finally breathe
breaking in waves of pain, i turn into ashes, live again
the more it hurts, the more I'm alive, in ashes, i'm newly born
nothing lasts forever, baby
i'm about to bloom again, pour oil over my body and light the flame
I don't wanna stop
"don't be afraid" angels whisper to me
"this darkness will shape you
feel the feelings you've never felt
no matter how much you burn, you'll burn more
can't get enough"
even if i'm still pitch black,
please make me shine
beautiful new life, after burns, new skin forms on me in a moment
(contd.) after i peeled all of the old one off
a new day will begin at 00:00, I'll spread my wings towards it
the more it hurts, the more I'm alive, in ashes, i'm newly born
nothing lasts forever, baby
my footsteps will remain insides the flame, burning more bluely
the highlight reel of my vocabulary
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"once powerful and capable of mass destruction by becoming a tsunami, this glass of water has been filtered and made to be still a husk of what it once was. i can relate." overdramatic whining like this is what happened when i went on a trip to the middle of nowhere in Belgium and didn't have access to boba anymore. i stand by my meltdown
"listen, buddy. don't know who you think i am. me is but a healer. ze plan-plan, punch-punch, and all the other duelist stuff is not my problemo. unless someone walks up to me like a poor Victorian child and goes "sage-sage i has an owie, healie plez", i have nothing useful to do." i have nothing to say about this except Toxic Valorant Boys...
"you're so horrible (lovingly)"
"NO GOD NO PLEASE NO NO MORE MALES THEY THEY 😦😦😦" i said this to my friend after she told me i "need to get myself a real man"